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Lockdown

by Cole Carr

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1.
Home 04:06
Run away I dream about it every single day Close to me Somewhere that you never seem to be In my mind We're wasting all of our precious time Can it be I'm all alone Trying to get away from home Underground Everything is upside down Quarantine Everything that ever was is now a memory In my head Empty words I never said Rescue me I'm on my own (solo) Go outside Gather every feeling you find Clarity You never know Over time Remember what it means to be alive Can't you see We're not alone Just far away from home
2.
Living on the road is something I have never known I may eventually Just before we met, I had a life I won't forget For all eternity Take a little time And send me down the line I said you were the best, I knew you deeper than the rest Silly sympathy When all is said and done, you go and take it on the run Abuse my empathy Take off, take care You're never even there And now I'm caught in emotion Disillusioned by your pride I was wrong to keep you on my mind Yeah, on my mind (solo) Wander around You said you're leaving town 'Cause you want palm trees and oceans Something I cannot provide And I know it's just a waste of time, yeah 'Cause I want love and devotion And babe, you never even tried How can I expect to give you mine Yeah, I'll never give you mine Cause I want love and devotion, yeah And I'll never give you mine
3.
Affinity 03:28
The world is broken and it's hanging by a thread But that ain't stopping me, at least until I'm dead Trace the hillside, traverse another ridge Run my mouth about somebody's privilege I don't know What it is I got to show I kept my promises, I told my share of lies Obsession and affinity, until I realized Things are changing, not always for the best Just take the good parts and gamble all the rest Yeah, I'm okay I won't be no other way (solo) I write of broken hearts, what gets under my skin Trips and tragedies, created from within Everybody's getting bored of living all the time They keep on scrolling so they make it through the night Well, am I wrong To believe I don't belong
4.
The Wall 04:43
Time slipping by Clock's ticking, I think I'm running out of time Tear in my eye I've climbed mountains, but no challenge like my mind We built bridges, but they fell You cut the rope, but babe, I swear I'd never tell Now let's see what they can find Hate spewing from your face But I am my own man, so I'm calling off the race And don't forget that I can climb When you said you had me I should've known I was headed for a fall And when you said you loved me I was alone, stranded on the wall Take my advice I'd run yonder, maybe find another place I paid the price And I can't stand to see your petty face I raise my hand into the wind The stones I touch will lead me right back home again This is how I clear my mind And I'll stand above the trees My hands are warm and then my heart begins to freeze And I'm not telling where I hide When you said you had me I should've known I was headed for a fall And when you said you loved me I was alone standing on the wall
5.
Solitude 03:51
I was on another mountain, I guess they're all the same I know I heard a voice and it was calling out my name But I've changed I've changed I'm never coming down for no one, anyway Twenty two years of falling, then I finally learned to climb All this news and talking has been wasting my time Now I'm gone I'm gone The only way left to go is farther on Yeah Take a look in my eyes Discover something new Where I run away and hide Take a look and you'll find My sense of solitude That can ease away your troubled mind (solo) Back inside the city, I found her walking in the hall I'm bleeding all this darkness, how could she love me at all Now I'm grown Yes, I'm grown I can love somebody and somehow stay alone Oh yeah Take a look in my eyes Discover something new Where I run away and hide Take a look and you'll find My sense of solitude That can ease away your troubled mind Mind
6.
Permafrost 03:36
I sleep through the sunshine And I wither in the rain I'm out to cast away the hurt That lingers in the brain And no one's gonna find me When I'm lost and out of sight Now I'm craving something That could bring me to the light I'm looking for some affection I know that I'm out of line I'm hungry and I'm cold And it is frozen in my soul But hey, what's the cost I lived a life of sickness And I've never been in health And everything that I lament I blame on someone else There's no one else around me So I guess I'm feeling fine I'll have to look inside myself And read between the lines I'm going the wrong direction I'll figure it out in time The pain is creeping in And it is feeding from within And in a way, all is lost Permafrost
7.
Everybody's looking for redemption Seems the more I live, the less I try Now and then, it comes to my attention What I need to learn before I die How can I be strong When I don't even wanna say goodbye It seems like you've been making progress In ways I'll never understand I've been told that life is not a contest I guess I'll find out in the end We could never survive Sometimes I wonder why we played pretend (solo) I wasn't aware it was a downfall To cast away what isn't true And now you've chained me to this concrete wall And painted my heart shades of blue Some things never change But I've never been the same since I left you
8.
Am I the one you want You're the one I need I try to fill the void That's haunting me Haunting me Fleeing through the hills The sun begins to rise I see my happiness return Within your eyes In your eyes Time to tell me What you want to find Will you let me Open up your mind I came in from the mountains The sky was a stark shade of grey But my thoughts weren't with those clouds That lingered there that day That day My thoughts were with you, love Times when I was by your side But now I want to see you In real life Time to see it Who I've come to be Now we're free in Troubled Harmony
9.
All my life I've tried to be someone that can't be seen High up in the mountains and among the evergreens Who am I to seek the love I say I'll never find When I fear to bear my soul and leave it all behind But I'm on my way Escaping from society Yes, I'm on my way Trying to live my life comfortably I was seeking refuge from the pain that I defined But everything that I lamented lived inside my mind And though I prayed the wilderness could somehow set me free I'm the only one to break the shadow over me Now I'm on my way Speaking the words that rarely get spoken Yes, I'm on my way Mending all the hearts I had broken Yes, I'm on my way Recovering serenity Yes, I'm on my way Discovering the Martian in me
10.
Gettin' By 03:44
Had to put down the bottle And spend some time outside When I'm thrown in some drama I gotta find a new place to hide Keep on gettin' in trouble Maybe that's my style Then you make it double When I see you smile I'm a little guy But I'm gettin' by A little guy But I'm gettin' by Women fool me too much Men just wanna touch you then leave Well love is just some emotional crutch And it's not for me I look over my shoulder There's no familiar face Guess I'm growing older Better find my place Cause I'm a little guy But I'm gettin' by A little guy But I'm gettin' by Yeah (solo) Cause I'm a little guy But I'm gettin' by A little guy But I'm gettin' by A little guy But I'm gettin' by A little guy But I'm gettin' by Yes, I'm gettin' by Yeah, I'm gettin' by

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This album was released amid political chaos during a global pandemic. Quarantine-inspired, the music draws from urban influence... Jazzy, funky notes give a complex modern sound with themes of loneliness, heartbreak, self-reflection, and other things that quarantine brings. Think Steely Dan, Billy Joel, maybe even a little Carole King, with a modern Portland-based twist.

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released January 6, 2021

COLE CARR - Vocals, Piano, Electric Piano, Acoustic Guitar, Bass, Drums, Chromatic Harmonica, Diatonic Harmonica, Percussion
TONY CARR - Electric Guitar

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Cole Carr Portland, Oregon

Born and raised in Portland, Oregon, Cole has spent most of his life exploring the Pacific Northwest as a climber and mountaineer. Nature is the driving force behind Cole's music. Cole is self-taught and plays all of the instruments to aid in his songwriting. A blend of country, folk, rock, and jazz/fusion, Cole attempts to make Pacific Northwest a regional music genre. ... more

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